My first fathers day without him. Ive been feeling..almost scared of fathers day. Ive been praying alot thinking of how much i miss him. Happy father’s day sir, im doing my best to be the man you taught me to be. I love you pop. I note the Just a girl who love Metallica shirt are heavily weighted with women (daughters) who admit to missing their dad. I loved my dad very much although I feel my two youngest sisters don’t as much. Unfortunately dad was heavily into alcoholism his last 20 years or so and while I feel all sisters do love him to some degree it is not as easy as my older sister and me who have wonderful memories of dad earlier in life.